have even thought of dying at your hands you mother-fuckin asshole. but thanks for the ride. t’was fun for the part where its not killing me.

On lunchbreak. The chronicles cannot be ported over here. it stays on mai staishun. unfortunately. kitteh needs puters at hoam to revive the plate.

although still unsure of whether to create a new plate or to continue the collab wif pantut.

halp.

still unsure of wad to do next. just going about life. with alcohol. better than going thru life alone and sober.

doctorbeans just passed the medical boards. we have a new doctor in the famileeh.

i iz proud.

Tikoy can has a nuuu werkspace. I has back to the jungle.  Has new tribe but is maek headache more frequent.

need money badly, my domain just expired and i need a new hoam.

k tnx, bai!

to be kind when you’ve not really known what kindness is all about.

one needs not be ceasar to understand ceasar. o rly? you can only have an idea of what ceasar truly is or how ceasar truly feels. you can never fully understand what its like to be ceasar when you’re not, was not or never will be cesar.

i’ve been having a lot of trouble finding and keeping a job. and it has been a year now since i started looking. what is wrong with me? i don’t sabotage my interviews, i do the best i can (imo better than every other applicant). why don’t i get hired? is it because i’m fat? is it because i’m a woman? is the boss threatened i might take their positions in a few months due to my performance? yeah fkin right.. why? lord? tell me. i’m listening.

its hard to show kindness when you’ve only known cruelty all your life. there’s a thin line between the two and its easy to mistake one for the other.

i’m just glad its not impossible.

sometimes.

Priorities. Morals. I am not perfect is an understatement. I do a lot of things that can kill your mothers. I say a lot of things that can kill your fathers. I lost jobs that can potentially bring them back to life.

In spite of everything, i still do have my poor excuse for a sense of HONOR. I can’t beg for love. I will beg for money, or steal them, but i won’t beg or steal love. I always believed its something that humans give us out of their own free will. Sure there would be reasons people would love you or like you. But I sure as hell don’t want the reason to be money. My soul is not for sale. Neither is my body.  (Of course no one’s bidding, none that i know of ) But even if there were.. I am not for sale.

The need is there. The need to belong somewhere. But i don’t want to beg for it. Is it so wrong to believe that love cannot be bought? Fully aware that it takes a lot of money to be comfortable. I still want to believe that love is not about being comfortable. Its about believing in something. Its about fighting for that thing you believe in.

Am I so wrong to believe?

Today is the last day for nominating sites for the annual Philippine web awards. And I’m not in it XD.

But i guess its okay. This doesn’t mean production on The Tikoy Plate would come to an end. I’d still be making comics. For those who read them. Thank you. For those who like them. There’s more. For those who hate em. You’re pwned.

I’ve been trying out this fairly new game. (currently on Open Beta Testing/Soft Commercial Launch) It’s called Perfect World. Lore=Chinese story of creation. Characters = Chinese-looking. Terrain =Ancient China(???) or any other ancient place i dunt knoe about. Monsters = overgrown bugs and mutated animals and a few not-yet-extinct creatures. Gameplay = MMORPG (questing>grinding). Controls = 3rd person/WASD/Point and Click. PVP=duel/Territory Wars. Can has pet? Yes. Can has flight? Yes. Rip-off designs? From monsters to hairstyles to random body parts.

Verdict. Play only if don’t have WoW account or Lineage II account. Which reminds me…  Need more gold.

Check out The Tikoy Plate. Its not yet the grand launching of the site. There are still bits and pieces a few minor details i need to get worked out. But for the most part, I am quite pleased with it, even if I’m not the one who coded the design.

So what’s next? I guess I need a sponsor to nominate me for the Philippine Web Awards

Anyone out there?

of the plate are now falling into place. its a tedious process choosing what to put there and deciding on a design that would win the hearts of people.. well, not exactly but at least be pretty enough to go back to and look at. something where people won’t really get tired of seeing…

i am not an experienced web designer, but i have been browsing the web for years now and i think i know what looks pretty to me. of course i do not have the professional background nor expertise but i can still tell if something doesn’t look right. for now, that’s what i can do, tell whether something doesn’t look right. a few more months i should be able to tell what does look right.

i hope.