Filed under: An Adventure
deadly. mean-tempered but beautiful. frail looking but powerful.
for the past few days i have been trying to understand this wonderful creature that i may serve my master proudly. i got bit. poisoned. i passed out a couple of times. the bruises will heal. flesh wound. but what terrifies me is that i may not be able to understand these creatures in time. the war breaks out tomorrow. we need the aid of these powerful forces of nature to ensure the outcome of the war in our favor. my master believes in me. the other druids believe in me.
i know i can do this. but can i pull it off in time? oh great creature. speak to me.
Mandrake: “bring me the following and I shall do your bidding: a place in the world; a place to go to; a domain to rule over; 4 servants to do as i command”
*and the great creature pauses for a second
Me: “these may be difficult demands for me to accomplish but i shall do everything in my power to gain your allegiance, oh great one”
Mandrake: ” and lastly, you shall give me a name… “
and so i marched on to my quest.
“that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet”
waking up from a deep slumber somewhere in the forests of teh intornetz eeez black bear kitty!
Filed under: Moving In
it’s inevitable. something that spawned an epic swarm of followers is bound to have a sequel. for the swarm!
couldn’t have said it better than the marine.
hell, it’s about time~
Filed under: The Night Life
Night has fallen and everything is the way it should be. For a brief moment, I was at peace with the world. Sitting across you again. Under the stars. Pouring my heart out. Disturbed only by the sound of your phone which we both know is infinitely more important than my words could ever be. Its okay. I understand how much it means to you.
The night. It is. The night. Will always be. I have always preferred the night to daylight. True, i hate working during the night. Because i want to enjoy it. Rest? I pity those who think that sleep is the only rest a person needs. They fail to comprehend that sleep is only rest for the body. But the mind needs to relax too. Maybe for them its alright. Maybe they find it easy to mask the empty feeling by being around people they think they love and loves them back. Holding on to the thought that only sleep will give you rest. I could only wish it is the case for me. Had it been true. I would have held on to the task at hand. But no, I grew tired. Maybe they’re tired too.
And so, here I am again. Waiting on heaven’s lobby. The stars will guide me. But my faith will see me through.
And so boredom caught up with me and my boys. Turned on the TV. Sat on something comfy. And stared at the little black box of evil.
Filed under: Emolation
Yeah.. i enjoy it.. but somehow.. its gets empty when you’re the only one aware of the ass-kissing. Kinda like being humiliated.. only in reverse. Cause you’re actually gonna like it when your ass gets kissed in public. when people shout your name and praises follow it.. that getting private messages that no one would ever see.. then lo and behold.. but you never get good enough credit in public..
yeah, i’m sad.. furious.. jealous. there are people out there.. who can do better at whatever it is i do. there are people out there who are equally good at what i do.. but i’m sure as hell those.. ***ches aren’t one of them. So why do you approve of them.. and reject me.
this is doing a lot for my self-esteem right now. this is what bothers me most.. when we’re alone, you do all you can to lift up my spirits.. then when i’m gaining momentum and actually get to the part where i’m actually liking myself more, you just had to publicly crush me. with all your might. hit me, where you know i’d hurt the most.
oh jealousy, just please consume my entire being and take me to where you are.
i’m not a gamer. i’m not an artist. i’m not a web designer. i’m not a graphic artist. i may never be who or what you want to be. because whatever you want of me, is not something i could achieve ALONE. whatever you want of me.. whatever i want to be.. i can only do, WITH YOUR HELP.
now that i have it out of my system let me be hostile for the last few lines. How does it feel to refuse to help someone who used to refuse you help too? vengeance is sweet. i should eat more of it and get diabetes.
Filed under: Moving In
for windows xp and.. well.. its still in its beta stages and i’m not rly expecting much from it.so anyone up for an adventure? go on Safari first impressionx:~looks like i-tunes…~feels like i-tunes…~so this is what its like to have a mac… ~gawd.. my pc is kinda slow… ~i should buy a mac… O_o
Filed under: Emolation
your soul?
so how do you stop believing in something you always have for a very long time? find something else to believe in? like a new religion or something? you were taught to live for yourself because no one would be foolish enough to offer you their lives so you can live in peace. yeah. you’re right. i have no mother. no one would want to lose an arm or a limb for you. no one is that foolish. love is a concept that is very vague and people twist it and turn it to their own liking and make excuses as to the limits of their love. would it be safe to admit that it really is a non existent concept used to manipulate people into thinking that their existence has some meaning in it? is it the thread of hope people hold on to just to feel that they have a purpose in this world? friendship? family? what are those? aren’t they just people around you? obligated to live alongside you because destiny brought you amongst them and they cannot defy what their god has put upon their shoulders? you cannot choose family.. bummer.. you have been given the illusion that you can choose friends.. double bummer. so where will it lead you. where will life take you? to a meaningless spiral of lies woven by society reinforced by those not strong enough to defy their own destiny and make a life out of their mere existence?
so where? what then? what now?
Why dost thou stand and resist? because i can. because i feel alone. because if i don’t, who will? because i want to believe that destiny is what i make of it. because i believe in forgiveness. because i believe in redemption. because i believe that i can make a difference. just by being different. because in spite of everything, i do care.
Filed under: An Adventure
I got very very vague instructions and the mission objective is unclear. There were never specifications. Just an instruction to escort the child to that place. So from what I understand, all i have to do is simple. Get him there. Get home as soon as I can.
Now when someone starts shooting questions and shit. I won’t be answering them. Maybe I will. But I don’t guarantee they’ll like what they hear. Because the information they get out of me will be as vague and as useless as the instructions I got.
Filed under: Bear
Panda eats, shoots and leaves.
Do brown bears do that too?
