you do have a name don’t you?
why hide it?
scared?
of what?
the world?
why?

stop accusing me of not caring. its a flaw. i have trouble showing care to humans. because it goes unnoticed anyway. under-appreciated? nah.. i don’t like long words.. they get misunderstood all the time.

i just wish that i can take the blame for everything as long as it makes everyone HAPPY.

*everyone does not include me because i.. am INSIGNIFICANT. i’m just the scapegoat.

why does it always seem to feel as if everytime i start to enjoy something.. it almost always gets crappy remarks… and sarcastic side comments?

am i not allowed to at least SHOW i’m having fun PLAYING? should i always feel guilty when PLAYING?

is it because i have bigger responsibilities that i have to attend to first and finish completely before i am finally allowed to PLAY in peace?