so much for LSS. on my way home i heard this song playing on the radio. and all i could say was thank god the driver isn’t listening to THAT station.

then i realized, it has been a while since i last listened to the radio. i’ve been too busy running away from my life and the ghosts of the past.

how do i face the music then? tell me?

“So many times I’ve tried to tell you
You just turn away (How did I know)
My life is changing so fast now
Leaves me lonely and afraid
(Don’t be afraid no)

Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try to understand
That it’s love we’re fighting for
Can’t we try just a little more passion
Can’t we try just a little less pride”

you sure are one…

to put it as blunty as i can:

last friday, i lost my celphone. it hasn’t been a year yet since i got it and its already lost.

but the funny thing is, how everyday that i had it, i always said to myself how much i don’t really need it and how much of a hassle it is for me to actually keep it.

and now that i don’t have it. i feel like the thin line connecting me to the outside world… has snapped and i am floating adrift time and space, where no one can reach me, where no one can hear me.

the sad part is i was exchanging SMS’s with my father(who doesn’t normally msg me that often) that night that i lost it. that fateul friday night.

on a lighter note… i’m now… hmmm… UNTRACKABLE. no one would instantly know my whereabouts. the device that lets them check my current location is gone. but not me. i will always be here. drifting. floating. its just the phone that’s lost. i will always be here.

you will see me again someday.

after a week of hiatus.

i went back to speak to the almighty ER. lo and behold i am still affiliated. i must speak to the next in command so procure my position in the group.

here i go.

i missed two days of work because i was in a bad condition. i was not healthy enough to attend work for two consecutive days.

the first day, i screwd up real bad.. i called in late. the second.. i called in 2 hours earlier which was the right thing to do for the situation.

but the truth is my body was alright. it can go to work. the problem lies in my mind. its too… RESTLESS.

so.. will this end?

bakit ganun?

just when you really need a f’kin TAXI, they refuse you?

just when you thought you can go to places, you sudenly find yourself trapped inside the train with your face pressed against the door. god knows whose’ hand that was..

T_T

this is fucked.

To spear or not to spear?

that is my question…

i recently reached SPEARMAN status. and when i said recently.. i meant a few mintes ago. and this is the only screenshot i got out of it~

pathetic ain’t i?

but as far as the question goes…

i’m going to use the spear.

i’ll be maxing out my spear mastery skills because when i become a dragon knight.. i’d be relying on Buster as my main attack.

since buster is using purely STABBING attacks… then.. i guess i’m going to be stuck with my spears for a while~

hit meh beybeh one more time~

the cat just gave birth to 2 kittens. only one survived.

i can’t blame her though.. this is her first litter. she’s not quite sure of what to do yet. imagine her pain.

i don’t wanna.

i, a loveleh lowly Corite Masseuse, commend you. For your Unity. For the Love. For the WIN.

i attended yesternight’s Accretian Grand EB. being a Corite, i was half-expecting hostilities. to my surprise, these pieces of metal are actually friendly.

the first “lata” i met was BrainShock (i hope i got your name right dude~)we stood for a few minutes outside the cafe before we succumbed to the urge of going inside and taking a look.

i found my old classmate from highschool. Morrigan. Tukneneng. it has been a while since i last saw her. but nothing much changed.

it was the first ever RFonline EB that i actually went to. and i am not really surprised that they occupied the entire shop. well, occupied is not really the term. more like… OVERRUN. Phoenix Cafe was literally overflowing with “accretians”

well. it shouldn’t really surprise me since 49% of the entire game population is from Accretia.

i’m just envious, seeing as how the group believed in their leader, Restless. it was no wonder they’ve been pwning Chip Wars for quite some time now.

my race is far from perfect.. but i can dream can’t i? i just wish Cora would get themselves a “great” leader again… SOON.

to “fixing” the code for this layout. i seem to have messed up the script somewhere~ but i’m liking this layout~ riot did a good job.

i’m just too lazy today~ i’m not in the mood.

i was caught sleeping again in class last night~

although i don’t really think i missed much because it was a QA talk. i still have today to catch up~

broke~

i’m broke but i’m happy..